tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36633962011-04-21T19:45:12.071-04:00MAD SEASONjust a place for me to express my thoughtsKendranoreply@blogger.comBlogger251100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-1133822234950713042005-12-05T18:30:00.000-04:002005-12-05T18:37:14.960-04:00It's been a while since ive been here. Life's going...it's really going.. but where? I have absolutely no idea. I feel as though i've lost focus, or is it maybe i never made any concrete plans other than to get a job after i had finished my master's ... which i did. So now what! What am i to do, where am i to go, where should i be heading with my life. I'm sure God has a great purpose for my lifeKendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-1091486908362910552004-08-02T18:44:00.000-04:002004-08-02T18:48:28.363-04:00Could some one please tel me why relationships are so hard. I mean they don't start out that way. But them somehow end up all complicated. I have discovered that i talk too much ..and yet nothing change... so i will talk less..much less and we shall see how that goes. I need to de-stress..let go of the negative energy that's surrounding me. It's choking me....i need to breatheKendranoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-1090962829789366892004-07-27T13:10:00.000-04:002004-07-27T17:13:49.790-04:00It's been almost a full two years since i've blogged and not much has changed. Life's still a mad season. At first i thought that was my way of describing a phase in my life but now i know better. Nearly two years later and life is still a mad season...but this is one long continuous season with no end in sight. I guess that's just the way life is, where the only constant is change but at some Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-838741222002-11-01T10:23:00.000-04:002002-11-01T10:23:56.160-04:00beginning of a new month bringing me closer to the end of the year..and an interesting one it has been. not ready for full reflection as yet but it will be necessary..eventually. Just listening to the vibes of ms. india...ready for love...i think i've finally reached that stage in my life..it's been a journey in getting here..but everything in its own time. I'm more open to the idea of falling Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-830780532002-10-16T16:06:00.000-04:002002-10-16T16:08:56.000-04:00there i was existing in my own world going through the motions in my mad season. now that i'm back home...i still believe it's a mad season but now i know that i'm not alone....which is not so good - all peeps seem to be having an excessively turbulent year. however some are at a very negative extreme. It makes one hope that when the year is over it will all disappear but even i am not that Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-828087462002-10-10T17:03:00.000-04:002002-10-10T17:03:44.683-04:00i'm upset. I seem to be a babe magnet for men already involed with other women. Is it me...is this my curse. Is it posted somewhere that i'm only good enough to be the outside chick. If so some one find it and RUB IT OUT>>>It is so not cool. i am not impressed. Men with., wives, women and kids....WHAT THE HECK>>>>>Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-826554452002-10-07T17:32:00.000-04:002002-10-07T17:32:17.220-04:00well i'm just here not feeling like being up to much. It's been a slow day but that's all my doing. i promise to have a productive week and start on something from my things to do list this week. then maybe i'll have something to report. Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-825917442002-10-06T09:08:00.000-04:002002-10-06T09:08:31.473-04:00ok so i have something to say...or at least i think i do...i mean what's the protocol on those things that should be said but must be said in the right situation for it to have real effect...what the heck is the right situation anyway.. ok so you can tell that i'm having issues but i will make my opinions known ...and sooner than later...maybe i'll loose a friend or not but there's only so much Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-824505662002-10-02T23:51:00.000-04:002002-10-02T23:51:03.046-04:00you would think that being home and unemployed that i would be blogging more regularly...oh how not true.....this week i'm attending conference on racism followup being held here in beautiful bim...interesting strat to say the least but we'll see how it progresses. best friend's gone ..so far awayyyyyyy (sad times) but i promise to be strong....Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-819923042002-09-23T09:38:00.000-04:002002-09-23T09:38:02.703-04:00honey i'm home>> Ok so i've been home for a whole week and am now blogging...but it's just been a case of so much to do soo little time..../ it's been hot but i'm adjusting... major achievement for the week....i ran a 5k yesterday...didn't think i had it in me but i made it. and i have the certificate to prove it..and it was 32degrees out side...wow... Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-814589582002-09-11T11:13:00.000-04:002002-09-11T11:13:26.893-04:005,4...... imagine this time last year i was at my dentist having my wisdom teeth removed...now usually i would not actually remeber things in such detail, however on the first anniversary on this day when people lost lot more of great importance and value ..it doesn't seem that important ....Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-813633902002-09-09T13:31:00.000-04:002002-09-09T13:31:02.460-04:0010,9,8,7,6..... the countdown is on.....Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-811950582002-09-05T13:02:00.000-04:002002-09-05T13:02:15.676-04:00Big distraction.....i'm suffering from withdrawls....of what you may ask....SEX...... It's constantly on the mind....for about a week i can blame it on PMS but when that's over and the feelings still linger Sometimes just getting stronger...... good thing i'm not in an environment with any real temptation....but that's only for another 8 days or so.... then i'll be tested to see if i can exert Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-811528362002-09-04T15:43:00.000-04:002002-09-04T15:43:18.550-04:00one step forward and two steps backward and tremble ...that's how i feel. everytime i seem to make progress on my dissertation...get that feeling that i'm finally in touch with what i'm writing..i then check my word count and realise that i haven't moved....i cant seem to break the 6000 word barrier with intelligent and intellectual discourse...i keep revising what i have writen...which isn't badKendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-809227302002-08-30T12:40:00.000-04:002002-09-02T10:08:41.000-04:00ok so yesterday i felt like total shit....complete depression...really bad. just awful. Can we all say PMS. or at least i hope that's what it was / is. Still feel crappy...but will try to cheer myself up the only way i know how to in this place.... I'm going to the movies...it's been a while ...like 3 whole weeks since i've been ...maybe i'm suffering withdrawl symptoms....so we'll see if it Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-802260512002-08-14T06:45:00.000-04:002002-08-14T06:46:53.000-04:00Ok so ineed a swift, hard kick up the butt. It's really bad when i know i have work to do..but then i just dont feel like. I'm the worst person to try and motivate..i'm strong willed (all in the wrong areas) Like i have a very strong will for doing nothing...shame....But alas it must be done...so i'll submerge myself in an environment conducive to studying and hope for the best. Wish me luck. I Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-798612592002-08-05T17:32:00.000-04:002002-08-05T17:32:42.910-04:00not much to report today. just anticipating going home....6wks left.how cool is that....Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-798179232002-08-04T17:51:00.000-04:002002-08-04T17:51:09.266-04:00it's amazing how small things can make you smile how little pleasures can bring you such joy all the things we take for granted the things that help to keep us grounded. But there comes a time when we are reminded of all the treasures we hold so dear like family, friends and the great moments we share. and when this happens we should hold unto them so dear and cherish all the moments created withKendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-796589982002-07-31T17:52:00.000-04:002002-07-31T17:52:33.000-04:00ok so i've finally made the comments thingy appear..not exactly where i wanted it but..it'll do ...for now anyway...i gine sleepKendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-796588742002-07-31T17:48:00.000-04:002002-07-31T17:48:34.593-04:00so i've been stressing trying to add my site meter and my comment link..so the site meter was cool..but comment link giving me stressKendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-796560822002-07-31T16:33:00.000-04:002002-07-31T16:33:20.600-04:00honey i'm home......well another day goes by and guess what ..it was raining all day..so much for summer in london ...but hey i shouldn't expect anything different....well nothing to report. life's quiet as usual...so logging out for nowKendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-795661842002-07-29T17:58:00.000-04:002002-07-29T17:58:59.113-04:00well today was really hot. probably the hottest day since i've been in this place...it was also very humid so it was a bit uncomfortable...but such is life..it is expected that there will be heavy showers by mid-week....and that was today's weather report.Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-795216672002-07-28T17:51:00.000-04:002002-07-28T17:51:59.580-04:00well i'm here again. it's a new day. It seem like me and my girls are all arriving in that place. The place where you think about the future...i mean seriously think about the future..tired of being single, tired of relationships that go no where....it's time to settle down...with that special someone.....i wish us all luck in meeting him...and hopefully sometime soon too.Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-794901882002-07-27T19:43:00.000-04:002002-07-27T19:43:06.490-04:00ok so life is really sad...i finally left the apartment today..since wednesday...can we all say 'no social life'.....i spent the evening at the movies...that God for cinema...bad company and austin powers...entertaining...helps past the time.....i so need to get out of this existance and get back to life and living as it once was....can't wait...Kendranoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3663396.post-794434212002-07-26T12:54:00.000-04:002002-07-26T12:56:04.000-04:00well i've arrived...it's nice to have some place where i can express myself and just VENT when i want to...it's been a MAD SEASON so far ...so it's left to be seen how the rest of this year will go....Kendranoreply@blogger.com0